Forgiveness!

Sometimes...I stop and look at the others.

I see how they are loving each other,

But I'm unable to react...and to speak.

I know I'm difficult...I'm not like ordinary girls.

I'm strange...and sadistic...and mean...

But I didn't want to hurt you.

I'm sorry...I really am...

Forgive me! Please!

I wish you could stop and look

Deep into my eyes...

You would see what I feel for you...

How I care for you!